I am looking for assistance witht christmas this year. I am a single mother who has faught hard for years to support my family alone. Well the last year and a half has been hard on us. Started June 19th 2007. We had major fire in my apartment leaving me and my youngest homeless for months. Well exactly 2 weeks to the day that I had my fire my exhusband (the father of my children) died. Well lots of hard work some times I would work 16 olus hours a day 8 on job rest on apartment so we could get back in. I know my own fault for no insurance. But when sole provider on limited income you can only spend what you have. Well in September 16th 2008 my 17 year old daughters friend had a major fire 3 of her 8 children in the family parished in the fire and they lost everything. My daughter and I went on mission to help family. I ended up injuring myself this summer I tore a claf muscle so have not been able to work when I got back to work rehurt it and now workmans comp doesn't want to pay. Well the final blow and the one I can't get passed is my only son was Hit and killed by a car while directing trafic on an army base. Hence I went further into dept by buying frequent flyer miles from brother hoping to see my son alive. He died right before I got on plane.